"… i would gladly accept communism and be happy to live free. … one's anarchism should come first and all other ideological considerations should be secondary. "

To me, capitalism (private property + free markets) is an integrated whole with life and freedom. They are inseparable. Freedom *is* the freedom to produce, own, and accumulate capital. Not for it's own sake, but because that is how one builds a secure, free, and happy life of the kind one chooses.

It's like saying that breathing should come first and eating second, with the implication that if breathing and eating are somehow found to be incompatible, the latter can be abandoned.

If I were faced with the insurmountable choice of communism/socialism or nothing, I'd choose neither. I'd abandon society and go be a hermit somewhere. At least then I would still be able to build some kind of life, or die trying. Fortunately, I am certain that free people will not choose communism or socialism in the long run.